我很后悔啊....!!!!!!

这个星期二, 我和家人去阿姨的新店吃东西... 全部cousin都有来, 我们玩到很high... 疯狂唱歌和跳舞.... 全部人都一直拿起红酒来喝... 一直干杯... 连最小的表妹都喝，所以我也跟着喝.... 没想到，越喝越上瘾.... 连喝了三杯以上，一直干杯, 我也醉了..... 一直唱歌.... 回到家后，我发现自己全身都热.... 我不管三七二十一就去睡觉了.....
没想到，第二天早上起来，发现我全身都是红肿，发痒... 还生了痘痘.... 呜... 呜.... 真后悔... 早知道我就不喝了..... 到现在还是肿肿的，不过好多了..... haiz... 我以后再也不喝了....!!!!!

ting, im very very sad.. u know that???

today... i tell ting, me and hui didnt go to school tomoro because i will go to bk for practise... then ting say if u all didnt go, then i don wan go to skul too... but jean say she will go to school, then call ting must go to school because nobody go with her... ting say jean very sad so she will go too... then im very very angry... i ask: why u always hear the things that jean say??? why when jean wan u do this u do, wan u do that u do... WHY??? WHY...???? i know that jean and me is very important in ting heart... but i donno why she will like tat.. when wat i say, she didnt hear and don listen.. but wat jean say, she hear... i ask her u really jean really important??? she say yes.. because in tis school just jean say english with me... i saddenly wan to cry... i dono why... but i didnt let ting know im crying... because i wan to learn more english is for her..!!! i know ting and jean very good in english, they always talk in english... so i always talk some english to ting... but also like tat... WHY??? WHY?? i ask myself again and again... but i still don have the answer... i can choose wan go to practise or go to school.... now i dono wan go to practise or go to school... im very LUAN...!!!

yeah..!!!! im not stress anymore...!!!!!

today is wednesday... is the chinese dance performs day... so im so scared... because im first time be a chlorograft and chlorograft the whole dance..... so today is a important day in my life... me, hui, jean go to ting house for the last practise... we say 7:20 must reach school then 7:3o will reach ting house... but today im wake up at 7:10...!!! i walk to school must 15 minutes i just have 5 minutes to prepare everything... this is imposible! so i give hui scold... haha... i think i will be the last one reach school, but not! because jean late also!!!! we wait jean until 8am then we just reach ting house... ting scold we all VERY VERY LATE....!!!!! we start the practise, jean got some steps not really remember... but nothing la.. because she still know the steps... 10:30, we go to school for ready the performance... we change the cloth and practise again... jean so scared she will forget the steps... when we wan to go out and performs, jean say she wan to quit out this dance... then i say where is your courage??? come on.. we wan to go out and performs already... (omg.. why can i say the things like sin nee???) then we all go out and dance... when we start, the radio is suddenly stop! so we must performs again... then when we performs again, nothing happen already... im very happy.. but ting's fans is suddenly broken..!!!! so i teach her how to use a broken fans also can perform... then jean very scared so she forget many steps.. i tell her if u forget don scared, look at me.. then take some courage... so the dance is end... all the ordiants clap their hand, suddenly i feel im win!!! haha... so happy... i feel no more stress already... october still got a dance we need to performs... but im not the chlorograft already... yeah...!!! im not stress anymore...!!! i no need worry le... i can practise i'm alive already... YEAH!!!!!

my heart feel so painful....

tis friday i need 2 teach the dance too because the dance is coming.... ting & hui is ok already because they got come to my house learn the dance before... but im very very worry bout jean & visalini because they still haven remember it... jean always say ok de.. ok de la... and visalini like don like tis dance because she always ponteng the practise...!!!! teacher say i can kick off her in tis dance because im a leader..!!!! i use a long time 2 think bout her.. i really need 2 kick off her??? i scare she sad... i scare she cry... in tat time, i donno wat teacher teachering bout... haiz... but finally i decide kick off her in tis dance... i call ting and hui help me say to visalini.... when they say to visalini, im so suprise! because visalini so happy!!! she don like tis dance... she like solo herself... i feel tat have a knife attacking my heart... suddenly my heart feel so painful.. because i donno she don like tis dance... she don like the dance i chlograft.....
after recess, jing vei come to tell me a new news... she say we have to dance again...!!!! huh??? dance again??? then she say : teacher say KBU college invite our school go to performs a tradisional chinese dance.. teacher say we will dance at october... me and U..!!! wan juen will do the chlograft... ok??? then bye bye... wat???? i don wan be a chlograft again... i feel very sad and tired already.... why teacher suddenly say i still wan to be a chlo graft again???? I DON WAN....!!!! i just give visalini hurt.. now give teacher hurt again.... OMG....!!!! i haven reply teacher bout i wan 2 do anot... i still thinking... but i think i don wan be la... i don wan let ppl hurt me again.... i need to protect myself now....

im very very sad....!!!!!!

i think today is a bad luck day... when i go 2 school, me and ting quarrel in the school.... i donno why la.. suddenly angry... haizzz... then i give jean scold because i forget bring the disc come to school because we need the song to dance.... after she scold, i need 2 teach my frens the steps 4 the dance... but they not really remember so when we rehersal, we gave fitria (the whole drama leader) scold... say we all not serius.. just play play only... but we all VERY SERIUS...!!!!then after the rehersal, i know ting's fans is broke... so we go 2 find teacher tell teacher... but teacher scold me because im a leader but didnt protect the fans... ting also gave teacher scold because the fans was she broke... (still got many bad luck things but its too long so i didnt write out).... now the dance got many many problems i have 2 settle.... but i don know how 2 settle it..... im so sad because today always give ppl scold me.... I DON WAN...!!!!!!!! I HATE TODAY....!!!!!!!!

Thank You ah ting !!!!

thank you ah ting...!!! u are my best frens is SMK Bandar Utama...!!!! if u didnt study in tis school, i think i will very sad... because shen hui & jean always talk together... they got many secret can share... and me and ah ting is always walk, eat, talk, play, laugh together... she got help me something in the dance... when i unhappy, she always is a good listener (sin nee also la)... i really happy and i need 2 say thank you to u... THANK YOU !!!!!!

im so stress...!!!!

tis month im so stress...!!! because i need 2 chlograft a chinese dance... today teacher say we will dance at 12 august.. not 14 august...!!! and he say we must finish everything next week de monday... but i still haven finish yet.... my frens still haven learn yet... how about me can finish all things in tis week? omg.... haiz.... then in twirles, jie jie suddenly say we got a performance at 16 august.... we just got at lease 3 practise only... how can i do every thing on a week...??? i don have a frens can share my things... so i just can write in blog... im so stress.. who can help me..??? OMG.....!!!!!

they buli me again..

today is monday.. is the first day in a week.. so im happy because i can see my frens le.... but when i go in moral class, the chinese school gangster will buli me!!! because im late 2 school!!!! so they laugh me lo.... i hate them because they buli me again..!!! im very sad... i say many time already but they don listen 2 me... they wan 2 know my handphone number so they buli me everyday lo... i hate u all..!!! because im very very sad!!!!! i scared go 2 school everyday........