ting, im very very sad.. u know that???

today... i tell ting, me and hui didnt go to school tomoro because i will go to bk for practise... then ting say if u all didnt go, then i don wan go to skul too... but jean say she will go to school, then call ting must go to school because nobody go with her... ting say jean very sad so she will go too... then im very very angry... i ask: why u always hear the things that jean say??? why when jean wan u do this u do, wan u do that u do... WHY??? WHY...???? i know that jean and me is very important in ting heart... but i donno why she will like tat.. when wat i say, she didnt hear and don listen.. but wat jean say, she hear... i ask her u really jean really important??? she say yes.. because in tis school just jean say english with me... i saddenly wan to cry... i dono why... but i didnt let ting know im crying... because i wan to learn more english is for her..!!! i know ting and jean very good in english, they always talk in english... so i always talk some english to ting... but also like tat... WHY??? WHY?? i ask myself again and again... but i still don have the answer... i can choose wan go to practise or go to school.... now i dono wan go to practise or go to school... im very LUAN...!!!